friends have been asking me why i stay home all the time.. and honestly. i don't kno. sometimes i have the urge to just go out and have fun, but really, i just wanna stay home and lay in bed. i've been getting no sleep because i run early every morning.. and still sleep late at night (or early in the morning i should say), it's really bad for mahh health.. so now i've decided to take vitamins everyday! i bought it at target and have been trying to stay consistent, even though i still forget to take it after meals.
tony's friends have been asking me to go party with them recently saying i haven't been going out and having illegal and dangerous fun for a while.. truth be told, it's better for me to stay away from that kind of shit. i hate sneaking around.. so i told them that i just can't party anymore. it's not worth the shit that can happen.. and surprisingly...they understand :] it's pretty crazy since they are pretty persistent when it comes to partying with certain people.. and i'm proud to say i'm important! WOOT :D haha.. jk
and anyways.. life's just been dandy.. nothing to do.. i'm ready to pack tho for mahh trip to SD, mahh new home. i'm excited, scared, and nervous... and hey..already homesick. hopefully i do well.. i plan to study and i plan NOT to freakin think about boys sometimes.. cuz that's bad!! haha, adam says i can't do it.. buhh watch! i will! lol. soo yehh... things have been layed back.. buhh parents/fambam still keep nagging me about me not thinking about the future seriously.. well fuck it, i'm trying. it's all about process when you first start college, it ain't mahh fault i can't handle mahself yet. it gets really irritating.. and i've become irritated easily the last few days. oh well, life's life.
let's just say...
it's been a FML kinda week.
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