more "drama"

wow!! it's been like forever since i posted shit up on this blog site haha. adrienne wants me to start blogging again so i think i will. 1 whole year man, since last summer. haha it's been one whole year since i blogged. the last blog i did was about me starting senior year. now i graduated and am about to embark on a new journey... as a college student. some crazy shit has happened since those days as an upcoming senior, some i can say, some i cannot say. one thing i can say is that i have grown a lot. i have become a better person because i went thru shit with friends, new boys, and family.. they all taught me something.. and i'm happy they did. i think i've grown as an adult.. a new 18 year old lol, so i am happy! =]

new boys:

oh boys boys boys. they piss me off so much haha. buhh they teach me lessons as well. i met this boy at yog yog one day with michelle. we then found out he was cousins with one our good friends. what a coincedence eh? lol. well to briefly put it.. he had a gf. i wanted to get at him neways. talked to him, used mahh good "gaming" skills .. and got a chance to get with him when he broke up with his gf. we talked.. he used me as a rebound obviously.. we kissed.. and then we went our separate ways. he went back to his gf.. and blocked me from everything (how immature, i still think) buhh i understand him nonetheless. i've done it before.. i guess karma will always come around. he really taught me not to get into certain messes. when a guy has a girl that he's been dating for seven years, there will always be some spark between them that i should never get in between. i've learned now, and i won't try to do it again lol. buhh i am known as the "boyfriend stealer" so i can't say anything. haha.. he really made me angry, sad, and aggravated the days we were together, close, and then apart... i guess it's God's way of teaching me a lesson. oh well... there are many guys around neways.. and i'm goin to san diego.. so who gives a shit about sactown boys.. who go to crc and works at jamba juice.. mann i miss that jamba juice, i can't go to the one next to target cuz i can't face him just yet. blahhh. nxt topic...

family:

family will always give you drama. period

friends:

ahhh, drama with friends.. it will always happen, but lately it has been getting out of hand with our group. the seven plus one. the 8 close friends of high school... we want to keep it that way, but it has been gettin more difficult since our name (the seven + 1) had been established.. is it a sign? iono..

buhh the first issue was kingston and his problems of not telling us much about his feelings and life. it sorta annoyed all of us.. and we cried over his words. he really made us upset.. he is our family.. our only close close guy friend. no matter what, we've always been there for him, more than his family has. and just him makin comments of us not lasting was pretty hurtful. and his gf.. well she is a sweet girl, but he was ready to give us our friendships for her.. (that's what we thought) so i thought it was messed up at the time, but then he eventually told me everything so i forgave him.. there really isn't any point in staying angry over assumptions made in-between the seven plus one.

the next.. the crazy girlfriend we all love and care about. her name will not be said just because.. iono, don't feel like sayin it lol. she has always been the flirty type, but lately it has been getting out of control. She used to tell me everything since she and i are so similar with our connections and attitudes towards boys, but now.. she really has gotten out of control . she is soo airheaded and narrowminded when it comes to guys. why can't she think before she acts ..like in school? i don't even know. she really hurt another friend in our group.. and that is fucked up. i get pissed off thinkin about it. i want shit to be settled now, but many of us don't wanna deal with more drama.. we just want them to settle the issue themselves. i want shit to be okay, but honestly, i just want to yell at her and tell her how angry i feel about her actions. i really think she needs a wake up call. oh well.. we'll see what happens at mahh grad party friday. hopefully, shit goes well.. and smoothly. i kno i can't handle another fight.. it ain't worth our friendship.

welp, that's about it. being a graduate is soo exciting! i can do more shit! haha.. blahh blahh!!! i'm sleepy. gnite!