A "wild" goose chase :D

wow, what a day. it isn't just any ordinary day.. it was a crazy fuckin day. first... i ran with liem and had a pretty good workout.. wow running was soo hard for me! mahh ankle was hurting and i was soo lazy soo in the end.. i got tired easily.. and eventually started walking. liem was nice enough to stick with me and not go ahead with the rest of crosscountry, i felt bad. buhh what was crazy was the fact that a fucken goose showed up outta nowhere and started following us!!! we thought it was injured at first cuz it really didn't fly.. it just walked with us. I was scared shitless so i started running away and liem was just walking with it making sure it wouldn't get run over (aww LOL). buhh yehh. it was kinda alright for a while, until it started flapping it's wings and went straight for me! i started running across the street and it hella followed me! it was in the middle of the road for a while so people driving were beeping at it and moving closer so that it would move, buhh to no avail.. it just walked like it was the shit. xD

so everything was well.. until it started coming at me again!!! i ran around the corner.. and instead of turning.. it went straight towards my neighborhood on blackite.. i thought i was safe so i stopped panicking. liem said it flew off and i was like shit.. that goose ain't injured lol. we ran towards my house and when we got to the park near silverberry.. the goose was RIGHT THERE walking with someone else until it saw me. i looked at it and BOOM, it started running straight at me!!! I RAN for my life of course and sprinted about 300 meters or so.. dude.. i was scared haha. liem ran right after me and we both hella started laughing.. buhh dude, it wasn't funny lol. apparently everyone knows.. and more ppl will start finding out. hahaha. FB yo, checkk it lol.

okay.. so my friend and i planned a day together. we wanted to go to the library and stuff.. i also wanted to go to the animal shelter, but he gave me a text message saying that it wasn't convenient for him to go out with me right now, and i was so hurt. his words seemed so cold. and i asked what was wrong buhh he told me that he's going thru problems with his brother again.. and i was the issue.. (of course) since his siblings hated me for no apparent reason.. it's stupid. even tho i wanted to brush it off, i was so fed up with hella shit. i was fed up with everything. i was fed up with ppl who judged a book by it's cover .. i was fed up with people who was fake and acted nice when they aren't.. i was fed up with people who are influenced so damn easily.. i hate people who try to fix things by putting people together (that obviously hate each other) together when they kno they shouldn't. it's FUCKING ANNOYING. and i'm fucking annoyed again writing this.. i just wanna hermit and spend time with mahh other friends who are laid back. they drink, party, and do shit i love to do.. they are calm and collected.. and they don't judge people. they might be hardcore, buhh they are straight up and deal with shit right. they got mahh back.. and they get me. i miss them.

what a pity.. i wanted to start going out again.. buhh i guess i won't.. cuz it'll only make me go crazier. now i know why adrienne doesn't like big group gatherings.. cuz no matter what.. there will be confrontation. and this problem.. is only gonna get worse.

fed up with shit