same old day as always

what a dayy. school's about to start in 4 days more or less and i'm kinda gettn' nervous. I'm feeling the pressure now. being a senior has its good points, but then again...it means time to get down to business...this isn't like freshmen and sophomore year. its buckle down time, time to study for sats, and to start college applications. I'm ready!! haha, my family still doesn't think i'm ready and they are still pushing me as much as ever. I'm kinda gettin aggravated even more, buhh what can i do. I'm always yelled out, wat else is new.

So today was a good day overall. I studied for SATs and studied the bible...I wanna do well on the test monday haha. Hopefully we don't have to worry about it till nxt term, but then again, I kno the stuff now from the book The Stranger and the bible so I wanna take the test on monday forsure. I'm not sure if we're taking a test on Monday for Ap Government, but I am gonna study that three sheet thing with all the amendments and bill of rights like... on saturday at my cousin's birthday party lol. I know i'm totally ready for senior year mentally, but physically and emotionally? I think i'm kinda far behind with those feelings. So as most people are, I'm nervous and excited at the same time. It is the hardest year, due to all the ap classes i'm taking, but I'm also going to lay back since it is senior year, most colleges don't see most of the action after term 3 . So i'll lay back then, and it'll be easy since those are my easy classes ... I think i only have one ap class and everything else are extras that I won't care about...I'll automatically get an A. I've also decided to do a computer game for my senior project, it'll be fun and easy to write about for my english paper. Hopefully I don't have to present during english class, but i have a feeling all of us do.

Another amazing thing that happened today was that I received a call at 6:30pm from none other than Michelle Yoooooon :]. She of course wants to go to the Mall...I remember thinking to myself how last minute it was and how late it was. I mean the mall closes at 9...i HATE being rushed when I'm shopping, but oh well, I went anyways lol. It was fun, roy oppa was especially nice and he taught Michelle how to drive on the highway. I was scared to death in the beginning, but honestly, Michelle is a great driverrr! We almost died coming back from the mall but that was just a one lito drift.. no biggie x]. It was fun, I got my pair of shutter shadessss! It was a great buy, it wasn't the fake fake wuns that look like blinds for the windows, it actually has a UV protection system goin on, i'm soo excited! It also doesn't blind you that much haha, it's scratched up a lito bit, but 10 dollars? Come on, I'm happy! haha...imma look gangsta in the first week of school. I can't wait. I think I might convince Michelle to do the same, but she's always belligerent anyways haha. Now I'm about to study some more on the bible and go to sleep. I feel tired...and if Michelle is still planning to come early in the morning to hog my computer...(damnn her virusss!) then.. i gotta wake up early.. x]

goodniteee!!

sadnessss

wow, haven't been on this blog for a dayss! i was kinda sad after i lost my LG Rumor cell phone at disneyland. It was very bad...i think i wanted to cry, but i held it in! lol. So I was thinking about replacing it. I went to the mall yesterday and decided to head for sprint and found out my phone would cost 275 dollars! Are you crazy? Phones aren't everything lmfao. I just want a fone that will work...so I decided to use my old phone. When i found it and opened it up, it was SOOO small! The screen was puny compared to my rumor, it made me feel disappointed. x] . So I was kinda whining...so then my grandma decided to give up her fusic to me...and lemme tell you.. its not a bad fone lol. It had everything with it, memory card, adapter, headphones, and a headset so you can talk while you drive or what not. I mean foreals, I kinda felt happy haha. The only thing I kinda miss is that sliding effect and mah keyboard ... i texted so fast with that pad man... imma miss it. I gotta wait till next year to get a new improved fone that slides lol. The fusic i have right now isn't that good for texting, I keep pressing the wrong buttons, but i guess I'll get used to it.

So I'm guessing most of you are wondering how my trip went besides the phone loss. The first 4 days of western youth gathering in anaheim, CA...was brilliant! It was soo fun. I met great people and learned about life experiences in different perspectives ...I met a guy named Nellie who was paralyzed neck down...his story made me cry...it got really sappy lol. I met great bands, and one guy was soo CUTE. He was an asian rocker boy..u kno how i like it x]. His name was Matt and he was from Glendale, CA of the Salem Lutheran Church...isn't it sad that I remember this stuff? Hopefully Justin won't care lol. Anyways, I also loved the nightlife during the gathering. That is where you hang out with people from 10-12pm. yehh, i danced a lot. rawwr! it felt good...guys asked me to dance, but i remember telling them no hella rudely.. i feel bad still lmfao. buhh yehh soo that was a great gathering with my fellow lutherans. After, we headed to Newport Beach and readjusted ourselves. We went to the beach and I swam for the first time in 10 years or so. It was crazy! i boogie boarded and body surfed.. my lower back still hurts.. haha. However, the whole time... i was scared that a earthquake would hit out of nowhere since a couple of days back, there was a big earthquake.. it was funny. everytime the floor rumbled at the hilton hotel, i was scared.. buhh the floors were supposed to be flexible soo yehh thank god for that. We also went to watch step brothers..hella FUNNY. I loved it lol. the whole penis thing was kinda gross but fake.. buhh yehh.. funny jokes..watch it if your into that. lol.

Now it is the summer olympics in China. After the opening ceremony, i was so surprised how far China has gotten in engineering, computer, and manpower. It made me proud to be chinese.. =]. when the men's gymnastics team won their gold medal for the first time in years... i cried! It was very emotional.. we have the most golds righh now.. buhh USA has more medals. Track and field still has to go so I kno USA will get more gold medals. GO USA, CHINA, and JAPAN! =]

"You can't reach a goal without a plan"- quote of the day

off i go !

It is 6:45 or so in the morning right now. I woke up at 5 am ready to go, but then I remembered I still had a lot of time lol. So I went back to sleep and then woke up around 6, I couldn't sleep anymore so I decided to wake up and start the rigorous new day! I'm excited to meet new people, but also kind of nervous, I don't like introducing myself and being with HUGE crowds. Makes me kinda "ehhh" lol. But hopefully it won't turn out so crazy. However, I am excited to go to the beach, it is going to be wonderful ! I hope i don't drown and get lost at sea! haha pray for me! I'm supposed to be ready by now, but I don't think my aunt will mind me being slow. Uhhm, other than that...I really didn't expect to be writing this morning sooo yehh. I hope everyone has a good timeee this nxt weeek! I'm going to be away until monday so don't miss me too much ! I am planning to host a game night on thursday of that week so if anyone can come, feel freee! Alright time to get dressed. ~Sayonara!~

oh vacation, here i come

woot. first blog of the...summer! I was thinking to myself, hmmm, since Michelle and CK have blogs and they seem really into it, I should try it too. I mean i LOVE telling people about my daily lifestyle, the good and bad. Where should I start? I woke up this morning at 8 am, surprisingly. I stayed in bed until 8:45, I honestly wanted to stay in bed till 10, but I had an essay to finish. I did my business in the bathroom and sat in front of the computer, popped up my essay screen, and stared at my 3 paragraphs. All I had was 3 damn paragraphs. I had so much more to do, and I had to do editing! Anyways, it's about 3:45 and the essay has not been touched haha. That shows how committed I am to school work in the SUMMER ! But I am on my 4th paragraph and will complete this darn essay before I start packing for my trip to...the wonderful world, where dreams always come true...disneyland! Of course I'm not going there right away, church gatherings in Anaheim is the first thing to do when I arrive tomorrow afternoon. I will be leaving for my trip to Orange County-mind you, sungjun is insanely jealous...should i go see his girlfriend? LOL-at 9 am tomorrow with my churchh group peeps. I have to wake up at 6:30 am, I'm kind of nervous...I haven't gotten up that early since school ended. But oh well. So...when I arrive around 3pm (takes 6-7 hours...mah ass is gonna hurt) I will be escorted to the Hilton Hotel and drop off my luggage in my room with my 2 roommates. Then I will gather with other Lutheran Churches and do workshops and presentations etc. I'm not really looking forward to that part. My eyes are set on HOT BOYS ! I'm sure Justin won't mind. rawwr ! xD And I promise I will keep 2 feet distance and will only "look"! But what to do, I can't help flirting, Justin knows that as well as anyone. So he'll be coooool. So after being introduced and whatnot, I will probably go swimming in the awesomeee pool and stay up hella late...and eat junk food. I'm really excited. However, the cost of this trip is soo mind boggling that I can't even speak ! This trip was 600 dollars ! And guess what? You have to pay for THE FOOD! I know right?? Each meal (breakfast, lunch, and dinner) is 10 DOLLARS each ! WTF. I'm very disappointed, don't people know we're going through a recession here...no jobs...no money...and did i mention no MONEY? I'm bringing 400 dollars.. bcuz Disneyland tickets is 91 dollars! I'm thinking 120 would go to food alone...and I'll only have 150 or so to spend...I won't spend all of it, but still...soo lame. Goshh, I need a job. So that is my rant with the stupid prices. I am very excited though, so it is going to be a blast ! Please call or text me for more rants on the phone, I shall finish my essay and pack. gooddayy!